MOMENTS OF CONFUSION AND BLINK HOPE

#LEOGREAT
At a time when you wish for the best, some crazy piece of "shiet" keep coming your way.
i have tried my possible best to be what i should be. avoiding things i feel i should i avoid to be who i should be but all keep pouring down at my face.
am not a good boy and i dont claim to be either but i am to a given extent, trying to avoid anything that is evil. everyone has their own weakness but at times this weakness pushes us beyond our limit.
at other times, other peoples opinion makes us do the things we are not supposed to do.
success is far and it takes people who are willing to go far to attain it.
being good is good business but how can you be good in a complicated world that celebrate more of evil than good.
today is a day i lost a great deal even though i was careful enough to avoid being cheated yet, i was duped of my last cash without a hope of getting another yet, duties are calling. how are my suppossed to remain a good boy in this troubled situation. hope is far and things to do are so close and they are choking my out. yet am stuck to a position, unable to move or make something out.
confusion has been part of my day. i live but am far from from where I want to be.
LORD SAVE ME LEST I PERISH FOR THE WORLD IS CHOKING ME
you sent me here so please come and help me dear Lord